I have decided to take a blogging break. I am letting you know because I hate it when bloggers just disappear. (The photos are from my hike last week.)
This is the last full week of school and then we are going away for two weeks. After that we will have two full months of no schedules and no alarms. I am going to strive for the right balance of doing things with my son and letting him have his own space.
My own personal focus will be on being healthy. Physically and mentally. Cook from scratch, shop the farmer’s market. Let myself enjoy some down time, try a few new things, let days unfold. I have to admit I am kind of excited about this! I have this odd feeling of impending change or growth. I have a feeling if I sit quietly I am going to discover something new about myself.
I hope you are making wonderful plans for this next season and are able to enjoy something delightful each day.
I have been feeling anti-computer these days. Not sure why but in reflection I don’t think that is a bad thing.
My dream life right now? Solitude in a mountain cabin. I would take long walks along a stream or around a lake. I would sit on the porch with a mug of tea and listen to the rain. I would end the day in front of the fireplace with a warm bowl of soup and some homemade bread with butter. For a project I would take a picture of the same thing once a day, at different times and in all sorts of weather. Maybe a tree or a spot on the lake or a flowering shrub. Whatever took my fancy.
The last six weeks have been tough physically and mentally. I have had no energy and no focus. Allergy season is at it’s peak. I have been sleeping poorly. I had a twenty-one day period. I appear to be on the same rollercoaster as the weather! Last week we had our first 100° day, actually two of them and I took my first swim of the season. It was quite lovely until a gusty wind began and a few drops of rain fell. Then the pool was a mess of pollen and debris. The beginning of this week we were in the 70’s with some rain so I am back on the treadmill. Hopefully the solar cover will keep enough heat in the pool so when the temperature boomerangs back to the upper 90’s at the end of the week we’ll be able to start swimming in earnest.
I have retreated into what I think of as survival mode. I have ditched the habit tracker and the routine. I am taking each day as it comes. You would think I would be a big slug right now but a surprising thing happened. I started doing random tasks. I have cleaned out one whole drawer of the file cabinet. I tackled the memory box project that was one of my cleaning goals for the year. (One and two are done with a good start on six.) My son and I spent 10 minutes each night after dinner picking up his room. I am so happy to be able to walk in there again without twisting an ankle!
Sunday night we took a family walk over to Sabino Canyon hoping to get up high enough to see the sunset. Turned out it was too cloudy and we left a few minutes too late to get a really good view but it was a very pleasant walk anyway and nice to do something out of our ordinary routine. Ditching my habit tracker and to do list has been good.
Yesterday I took a four mile hike, something I promised myself I would do at least once when the school year started. The hike merits it’s own post so stay tuned.
Today I am feeling better. I have slept well the last two nights. The hot flashes and night sweats are on vacation. I don’t know if it is hormones or the cooler weather but I will take it. My allergies are not as bad. I like to think the wind blew the pollen to New Mexico and the rain washed what was left out of the air.
I find I am actually looking forward to today. I will wash my car and paint my toenails lilac while watching one of the many movies I have on my DVR. And popcorn, I deserve popcorn!
No I did not make this holiday up! May Day is a real holiday that my son and I celebrate by leaving small bouquets of flowers on our neighbors’ doorsteps. This year our list expanded to eight: four neighbors, two teachers, our dentist and our church office.
Flowers are bursting out everywhere:
I will be taking the rest of the week off from the computer. While I really enjoyed the A to Z blogging challenge I am not used to spending so much time on-line and I am feeling a tad burned out. See you next week!