April was rather crazy. I felt like I was failing at everything and then I realized what I am actually doing is learning. Finding out what doesn’t work for my eating habits can be just as helpful and valuable as finding out what does work.
This month I am going to focus on what I am doing well at or at least better. I started visiting the farmer’s market on Sunday mornings and buying lovely fruits and vegetables. And eating them! They also have wild caught fish from Alaska that is hand processed, frozen and sent down to Tucson, very yummy. Excited about my CSA starting in May. We still get our Butcher Box every other month and that helps cut down on trips to the grocery store too. And I did really well with eating at local restaurants.
Focused eating is something I think is very important and that I am still struggling with. I can’t seem to break the reading while eating habit. I am trying to start with small changes and work my way up. Focusing on at least a few bites and periodically tuning in through out the meal. Hopefully in time I will reach my goal of eating with total attention. I truly believe how I eat will make a big difference in what I eat. I did finish reading “Food Rules” and am still flipping through it a few times a week mulling over all the advice.
I have been doing a great job of eating only when I am hungry. I feel best when I eat a hearty breakfast mid to late morning and then a late lunch and no dinner. I sleep better and feel better in general. It can be a tough schedule though with the family but I am finding ways to make it work.
Feet to the fire: Weight on April 2 – 144lbs. Weight on May 2 – 145.4. I am not stressing because I can feel the water weight bloating thing going on. I figure if I can keep close to 145 then once I am done with the MHC phase of life I will only have to lose five pounds to be comfortable with my weight. I did yoga 17 days which I am happy with since I went on two trips this month. I am also doing PT for my shoulder at home once a day. Still keeping up with the food log. Still eating too many sweets. Sigh.
Random photo from my trip to Mt. Lemmon during the teacher walkout. More dry than wet stream, sad.
It was a bad month for MHC (Menopausal Hormonal Craziness). I had three periods during the month. Yes, three. separate. periods. It was ugly. Emotionally I was a wreck. I kept telling myself this must mean the start of full blown menopause is near and then I would laugh/cry and remember thinking that same thing this time last year. So now I warily wait to see what happens next with my body.
On the positive side I did get away for a weekend. I went by myself to Laughlin, NV for a bowling tournament and rather enjoyed myself. It was a nice change of pace and scenery.
On the nagging task front I have started a new 10 minutes a day project: organizing my digital photos. I was inspired by this post and then I watched a few youtube videos for more tips. It is actually easier and going quicker than I thought.
Food Rules #83 Break the rules once in awhile. “Obsessing over food rules is bad for your happiness and probably for your health too. Our experience over the past few decades suggests that dieting and and worrying about nutrition have made us no healthier or slimmer; cultivating a relaxed attitude toward food is important.” -Michael Pollan
I feel like I know what I need to do to be healthy and I just need to act on it, at least as much as the MHC allows. I know I can do it because there are days when I am in complete control and have no desire for junk food or feel the need to eat when I am not hungry. When the hormones take over all I can do is minimize the damage and move on. This phase of life will not last forever. Right? Right? Please someone tell me I am right! 🙂