Something I accomplished: I cleaned up my office. I started with just wanting to declutter the shelves a bit and ended up doing a lot more. I threw away two bags of garbage, 2 bags of recycle and have one box of donate/sell stuff. Now when I walk into the room I smile.
Something I changed: So maybe this is a little weird but I changed my deodorant and I love my new one so much. It is not supposed to leave those yellow stains on white shirts plus it seems to just work better. Kind of a big deal here in the desert heat. Speaking of which…
Summer is here: The heat seemed to roar in overnight, poof 100° days. The good news is I had my first swim of the season over the weekend. The water felt wonderful. The bad news is allergy season is still at its peak and I woke the next day with bloodshot, weepy crusty eyes. Not good.
A fun project: The end of school is fast approaching so I wanted to make some little notes for my son’s lunch to count down the last 10 days. Found some cute numbers to print out and color and put them on summer scrapbooking paper.
Paint Chip Poetry: I felt like writing a bad poem this week so here it is. (I am re-reading “If You Want to Write” by Brenda Ueland so blame her.) I chose three yellow and one orange (for the heat) and one green (because it is still spring). Paint chip words are in italics.
Remember how I had a plan for the month of March? The first half of the month went really well as I wrote in my mid-month update. But after that things rather fell apart.
I had finished a very rough first draft but I was at a crossroads. My characters had built their own lives and the short story idea wasn’t working out with the plot lines very well. I loved the plot that had developed but now I didn’t know how to make it work as a series of interconnected short stories. So I dithered a bit and finally took a day off to consider the situation: novel or short stories?
While dithering about the writing was going on family life was intruding upon my writing time. And then physical issues butted in and I confess: I gave up. For now.
The good news is I loved doing the writing. In the near future I plan to keep experimenting until I find a writing plan that works for my life, right now.
What did I learn?
Writing everyday is not for me. Weekends were especially difficult. I am a parent and parenting often takes precedence over everything else.
Having a spreadsheet “yelling” at me that I was behind on my word count was not helpful. I do much better with goals of completing scenes.
But I do like the idea of seeing my word count progress divided up by writing session. So I am making my own spreadsheet that I can adapt to my writing style/goals.
Writing while walking on the treadmill was very helpful, really kept me focused. (I am walking as I write this!)
Since March ended up being about a lot more than writing let’s talk thyroid and menopause and allergies. Yes the triple headed monster has re-emerged. The first half of the month I did some excellent healthy eating, I was sleeping well and I felt like I had my allergies under control with the right combination of meds.
And then poof! Total exhaustion, short tempered and eating everything in sight. I went straight from my period to PMS to having another period ten days later. So peri-menopause? Of which I can do nothing about. Or thyroid?
As luck would have it my prescription is due for renewal so I got my thyroid level checked this week and it is higher but still in the “normal” range. But looking at my results on-line and looking at levels from the past five years I noticed (again) the pattern of how my TSH is always higher in the spring. So the doctor is renewing my meds at the same dosage but I will be secretly (don’t tell my doctor!) upping my dosage for the next two months or so during allergy season. (My prescription is filled via mail order and somehow I have ended up with an extra bottle. I have no idea how.) And we will see if I feel better in the next week or so. If I don’t feel better I guess that means it is menopause and you will find me on the couch in stretchy pants eating junk food.
As for the allergies my meds seem to be working pretty well. My only issue is a bit of post nasal drip which leaves me with a bit of a sore throat some days. I can live with that.
Not the March I had imagined for myself, but life is like that. It was a good experiment though.
I always feel out of sorts this time of year. The calendar says summer. The weather says summer. But back to school says autumn. My son goes back to school this week. Physically I am in summer and mentally I am in autumn. Drat.
I seriously thought about homeschooling this year. I hate being tied to the school schedule. I am already dreading the bedtime and homework battles. I wish we could go on a long camping trip in the fall. But my son loves school, so off he goes. And I would probably suck at homeschooling anyway. I don’t have the patience for it.
On top of that I am drowning in the trifecta of menopause, thyroid, allergy hell. This isn’t fun no matter the season. Thyroid: I need to lose three pounds to get back into my goal window, which really means I need to lose five pounds to be firmly in my goal window. Allergies: I have had a headache for days and some unpleasant drainage going on. Menopause: Seriously bummed about the school year starting. And all three mean I can’t get enough sleep which ruins life in general.
So I am going to take a blogging break. Probably two to three weeks so I can focus on taking care of myself physically and maybe make some goals for this school year. At least that is what I hope to do. I really hope I don’t end up on the couch binge watching the Olympics. (And what is up with the male divers wearing teeny tiny bathing suits? I would be worried about a swimsuit malfunction!)